Monday, October 14, 2013

Guilty.

What!!! It's been a year since my last post?


This blogging it tough.

Tough to find the time, tough to find the energy.

Sometimes tough to find the right words to say, or the perfect picture that captures what I want to convey.

Yup... Tough.


Being a wife, being a mom, being a partner in running my husbands business, going back to work as a contributing sonographer, and being a friend are all things that have taken precedent in my life this year. This was my choice to give priority to these things, and yes I do think this has been good and the right decision for me and my family. But, even though I have made the choice to prioritize these things over blogging... I  have still been feeling guilty at times for not keeping up with it.

Guilty for not keeping you up to date.

Guilty for not documenting all of our memories as a family.

Guilty for not keeping up with this ridiculous standard of perfection I have created in my head for myself and this blog.


I really don't want to feel guilty about it anymore.


So... I do want to come back with a bit of a fresh slate... A new outlook on it, lets say. I will do it when I have time, when I have energy. My posts may be random and disorganized. I may go back and catch up on our last year... I may not. I will make no promises for specific posts, and no promises on timelines for when I will post.

I'm just going to do it as I can and as I enjoy doing it.


So... hope you can find some enjoyment in following again!

... and hopefully I'll be back again soon!!

1 comment:

  1. Yay to more blogs!!! I have missed you in this space. That being said, though...I very much understand the struggle for balance. You, my dear friend, live a very busy and full life. I'm glad you are taking it easy on yourself in this area. We will always love hearing from you and seeing snapshots of your life BUT other things must take priority (*and,being one of the friends who has greatly benefited from your presence this past year, I am grateful for the choices you have made). Love you!

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