I almost got to do a 10 month pregnancy photoshoot...
I was well overdue!
The last weeks were hard for me.
I was more than uncomfortable and not sleeping... so very tired and emotional.
But more than this I was ready.
Ready to meet our little girl,
ready to be a mother.
Ready.
I tried every trick in the book to bring on labour...
every old wives tale.
I was ready...
but she was not.
She was still kicking,
still growing.
She was waiting...
and waiting...
and waiting... for her perfect timing!
Was this a test of preparation for motherhood?
A test for trusting God?
I know it is not by our timing but Gods.
He sees the whole picture.
We see only but a few brushstokes of his final work of art.
We must trust
and we must be patient
... with a faithful heart.
For when the time is right...
IT IS AMAZING!
I love this and can totally resonate with it. It's difficult but also so amazing when things like that are totally out of our hands and in God's. Beautifully written!
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